Mental gymnastics

I'm on my phone. Blogging from the pool. Doesn't that sound luxurious? I believe Solomon said that too much of one thing is not good.

I haven't blogged in awhile because I haven't had anything new to say
 I'm still looking for a job. Still.

Some days I think this is the hardest thing I've ever done. But then I look back and there have been so many hard things. The day my world crashed into real pieces (unlike the pieces it already was), THE official day I became a single woman, the burn of 2015...and all of the days and moments in between where I didn't think I'd make it.

So this is hard. Maybe it feels bigger because I haven't a life experience to compare it to. I guess that means I can conclude that there will always be hard things. I don't think that's negative. I think that could actually be a good thing. Think, this, too, shall pass. Because nothing stays the same and nothing lasts forever.

That's a good thought, too. I'm like any other addicted to happiness person. I want every good moment to last and there never to be anymore bad times. But not on this side. Which means, just breathe,  this too shall pass.

These are the gymnastics I go through every day. Sometimes every minute.

I will blab you later.