24 May 2016

they just don't do themselves

yesterday i accomplished everything i set out to do. now, that usually cranks my perfectionism self. however, by the end of the day i felt empty-ish.

i worked at least 6 hours on obtaining a job. laundry, unpacked my food box and walked 10k steps. i even joined another meetup group. and, to start my day i read psalm 139 and wrote in my journal. even got in two quality personal phone calls.

being present in the moment - it's hard work. i know so many of my circle would enjoy quiet. and a large list of 'to do' items done.

grace told me that's she's proud of me. picking up and moving - which, at my age, i know this is big. maybe that's it. maybe i'm way out of my comfort zone.

i'm still poking around on this one.

those 10k steps? actually, that's 5 miles. and, yes, sore. and? not easy seeing as how i'm not working and my space is 500 sq ft. meaning, there's not much "natural" walking around - i had to actually get out and put the steps in.

you know, finding a job today is just as different as finding a date. it's really changed. so much is based on 5 seconds of impression. seriously. but, still at it. at both, actually.

here's another interesting item. in comparison to my old residence. i was searching for a meetup group(s) that practice meditation and tai chi. huh. texas isn't in to that so much.

also, attempting to plan to get away for the holiday weekend. now i no longer have an automatic cat sitter. huh.

there is a silver lining in this blabbity bloppity stuff - i'm looking for it!

blog you later.

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