hostile, much?

before hub of bub gets started here i wanted to drop by with more than 3 sentences.

loving my fitbit. keeps me encouraged to take a few more steps. while the weather is still indecisive here i am walking around the building at lunch and before i go home.

two more days and steve and his bride will celebrate their 1st anniversary. so much time has passed within a few minutes. and brooke turns 25 soon, as well. speaking of brooke, guess who's coming to town? yep, richard. my friend summed it up accurately, as her parents still do not communicate after years and years of being divorced, it's not that i'm jealous that they all will be spending time with him. it's that i don't want them to spend time with him at all.

now, logically, this is against all that i stand for in forgiveness and my children having any sort of relationship with their father. but i still had to talk my emotions through this dichotomy.

that was a bit of a tangent and now i cannot remember what i was going to say.

y'all, it is so nice to have a friend who works in mental health. really. she should start charging me. but that's grace for you. yesterday she sent me this article because i keep asking her WHAT DO I DO WITH ALL THIS ANGER!!!  and then this:

How To Never Get Angry

highly recommend.

i have a lunch date friday. it's with a man who works in the industry i am considering. although, i am sort of hoping that this was a cover for really asking me out. we shall see.

i don't want to go to work, but i must.

may the peace of God that passes all understanding be with you.