The weekend

Who should blog more often? Eesh

Had my review, got a raise, back dated to the first of April. Nice little bump. Re-stashing my emergency funds first. So grown up.

Went out this weekend. Going out of the house for other than work is hard. Sometimes I get a little panicky and sometimes I just have to do things I don't enjoy. Like everyone else in the world. But I went out for hair and nails and timed it so I would be in the neighborhood of my old church for Saturday service.

The last time I went to this church we were all a family. I could see where we sat every week. The same pastors are there. The message was good and also painful. It was on leaving a legacy for your children and grandchildren. And there I sat. Second generation adultery and divorce. Things we promised we would not pass down to our children. Bit it takes two for that tango and somewhere along the line he jumped ship.

I cried a lot. But I also realized that I could still leave a legacy. A healthy woman who loves God. And prayer. That becoming everything God created me to be would be the best thing I could leave my children.

And, afterwards I went to ikea to buy a duvet. Had my eye on this pink and white striped set for spring. But there were none to be had for my king size swallow me up down comforter. I took a turquoise one and a pink and white checkered one with me around the store. At check out I finally decided I'd rather have pink...even checkered pink than turquoise. Because really. You know I can't have enough pink and white in my life.

Sunday went I went to make my bed the flip side was pink and white striped.

Delight yourself in The Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Dance on people.