08 April 2013

i need a new definition of stress

let me see. what was i suppose to tell you?

work. ugh. boss went out of country for a week. that wasn't bad but it was right before we were expecting a external review. hectic. hectic when she got back to make sure we were prepped.

they were here last week. they are here this week. can you say tense? and you know what? i've found out that i make more mistakes when i'm under extreme pressure. go figure. two mistakes last week. tears. drama. reviewing resume. like i said, drama.

brooke left last tuesday. that seems to be 'going.' pretty much hasn't done much but sleep and a small amount of touristy things.

so. easter sunday. trying to relax because external review coming up, hectic week behind me and two days away until brooke leaves. lo and behold i receive a facebook message from homewrecker. yes, you heard me correctly. (read me correctly).

stunned. STUNNED I TELL YOU!

apparently she and richard have broken up because...wait for it...he cheated on her. STUNNED!

and she wanted to tell me how sorry she was for bringing grief into my life.

well i had to process all that for a bit. here's the deal. it's been three plus years since i found about the affair. and, yes, i have called her homewrecker on my blog because...well.. all other names did not seem to fit. not to say that i didn't have other names but, hey, we won't go there.

any.e.way. three years of processing. and yo! guess what? i realized i no longer had any unforgiveness towards her. richard? yes. i get to apply the 7 x 70 bible verse with that man. so, i wrote her a return message that all was good and i guess if i ever speak of her again here i'll have to come up with a nicer name.

i have considered going to bartender school and becoming a bartender. then i could work on anywhere. preferably in a warmer climate.

that's all.

dance on people.


No comments:

Post a Comment