consequences suck

had a moment yesterday. it went something like this.

i've been so busy dealing with issues that i had no control over - reacting or at least mentally bashing them around - now that those items are settling down -- the items i have choices and control over are...well...not as i would desire.

which means richard is finally on the move. money did appear. an agreement is solidified which concludes with me moving out on the 27th. couldn't be happier.

now the fog is clearing and the little things...or sometimes not so little...are banging against my brain door demanding i see them.

for instance, receiving notice from the state. i paid my moving violation 2 days late. the moving violation is another story but because i didn't pay it on time the consequences will be the joy of spending time trying not to loose my license.

the list goes on.

i need to change trajectory. oh and a little thing like get ready for a garage sale.

dance on people.