hangover

i think i have hangovers from just about everything. emotionally, mentally, soul, physically...

roommate wants me to plan on the house closing May 15th. as i am not one who can process anything more not finite, as i have to plan for packers, truck, new apartment, etc -

my new plan is to be out by May 15th and probably in Dallas at that time. i am still flying to Dallas the last week in April for job/apartment hunt. which, is prob good because i'll have a quick return time which employers enjoy.

i have been sorta dating, as i said. i'm not going to sorta date anymore. it's nice having someone to go to the movies/dinner/drinks with but i am not one to be able to just open and close my heart like a water faucet. seeing as there is a lining of this person being someone i could like and/or be interested in - i cannot face any more hurt or sadness with my new life change.  doesn't that majorly suck?

here's what i know. i very much believe this is my new path. which, two things. what is meant to be will be. and, i will be supplied my needs resources when i need them. what i need to do is keep reminding myself of this.

see ya!