i got nuthin for you today.
i do wonder how i can log on and babble for paragraphs some days and then the next day ...BOOM.. nuthin.
i have thoughts. i'm just not partial to sharing them. sometimes.
the passport has arrived in the mail. luggage has been bought. the ticket has been printed. it's only a few...twelve days until she leaves. my stomach was in knots last night but i really couldn't put my finger on it. "be anxious for nothing but with thankfulness let your requests be made known..." what request? dear God don't let him screw this up...
you know what, tho? one big, huge lesson i learned through our divorce is that no one has control over another person. not even God. so, it's almost like a crap shoot right now. no control over his actions or her reactions. only my own. free will. the cursed and blessed two edge sword that rules our lives.
that's it.
dance on people.
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