i have skills

WHAT is wrong with me?

gah.

two nights ago i had a vivid dream at 2am. yep, so clear that i woke up, looked at the time and made notes. no need to tell you the details but i will tell you the interpretation. my life essence is leaking out of me. clearly God is telling me that i need to recharge, reboost, get a blood transfusion or something.

although i've been sleeping well i am continually exhausted. i still have not overcome this sinus thing


**** we interrupt this semi boring story with fresh news***

so. here's the thing. brooke is moving to germany to live with richard, right? well she has been living away from home for two years. she has stuff. richard said she could store "stuff" in home wrecker's basement. but, but but she could never tell me where home wrecker's place was.

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ahem. the minute i found out the real life name of home wrecker i knew just about everything. have you ever heard of public records? google? hello?

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but as to not bust brooke or richard's bubble i just never said anything. then, home wrecker really didn't want brooke to know, either. arrangements were made for a friend of richard's to pick up brooke's belongings and take them to blah blah blah place.

great! that meant brooke did not have to rent a uhaul, get friends and drive 4 hours round trip to store stuff in blah blah place.

that was the plan until this afternoon. now he wants her to put her stuff in storage. in 6 days she has to find a place, rent it, move it....

ummmhmmmm....

*sigh* i guess i should no longer wonder why my life essence is leaking out.

(i promise I AM letting go and praying...it's still taking it's toll)

dance on people.