Trying to still dance

I know I shouldn't but it still happens.

How my life looks vs his life.  And as she stands there watching both of her parents I wonder. Does she see me stuck and broken? While he's moved on? Has a house, got a car, already been traveling with and to his girlfriend?

I've accomplished so much this past year but most of the things you don't see on the outside.

I want her to be proud of me....not hide from me.

I need to trust God knows how far I've come..how much healthier I am is enough.

But it's so hard.

Dance on people