some days just end with a "seriously?"...no, wait...SERiously??
richard is threatening to take me back to court over some remaining issues that are actually HIS fault. but as always this court thing has been his fault. and there is a deadline. today as a matter of fact.
my evening was full of accomplishing all that sat for 3 days.
the reason being is that i had 3 full days of dates with blue eyes. yes, three full days. intentionally planned that way. it was a lovely time.
too lovely. too easy. not in a bad way too easy but oh my goodness we both are a little scared how easy, relaxed and just lovely it was to be together.
blue eyes is not one to be a hustle and bustle therefore the pace was like a lazy river. we talked. we cried...yes, CRIED over the pains of our lives (oh, that almost sounds like a soap opera)...we laughed. we read. we just hung out together. almost like a couple who had been together long enough to get to the retired stage when you just blah dee blah deee deee all day long and it's lovely.
i even cried because no one has ever been that nice to me. like open every door including my car door every single time. place blankets on you when you're rocking in the evening.
we promised each other that no matter how our future turned out we would always be friends.
it's a little deep for both of us and we are now in separate corners...so to speak...and taking a breather to sort things out.
dance on people.
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