it's been way too long since i visited this place. as inigo montoya says.." let me 'splain...no...let me sum up.". I don't even think I can do that. I'm in the middle of my horrible month of September. It's been 10 years now. Some years the dates are just a blink of any eye and some come on very strong. this year they came thundering in. it didn't help that I didn't have any plans. trust me. I did try to have plans. but none the less I sit here on Sunday night not quite know how to end this day.
i don't end this day with much hope in a relationship. i have been 'seeing' someone - if you could say 'seeing' someone as haven actually seen them once in August and had long distance communication since. you see, something's been brewing. and some of it was said. just a little bit. there aren't many things that make me hit high C. one is not being seen. two is the attempt to control me by obvious actions or even the most in-obvious actions. withdrawing, not responding, i.e. taking your ball and going home because you don't want to play anymore. HIGH C.
of course it always depends on how much value i have in the game. or is it skin in the game.
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