it's that time of the year. when all of the sudden i have days i have to take off work or i will loose them.
i need to get better at scheduling time off instead of hoarding the days and then taking time off that doesn't have much purpose.
i also need to get better at keeping track of my meds. seriously. i am OVER this. but i do know someone who takes about 15 pills per day and has to keep track of all the refills and such. now i get it. sorta.
the baby turns 23 in two days. this is the first set of holidays and birthdays we have ever been apart. she's holding it together although there is a little fraying at the edges.
oh. and people. i was sitting at lunch today and looked out the window. this place looks exactly like it looked when i saw it for the first time in 1989. brown and ugly. and THEN all these stupid little eff'er memories came running up and kicking me in the shins.
and yes, i cried a tear or two. and you know what? i got to hate him all over again.
but it passed.
i think that's just the way it's gonna be.
he should get down on his knees every day and thank the Mighty that Jesus has my heart in his hands.
at least i do.
dance on people.
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