it still sucks

you know what? september never fails to disappointment me.

did my first shopping trip to find a dress for the wedding. i hate shopping for clothes. i think i hate it more than grocery shopping. maybe. however, clothes shopping is depressing.

i'm sure you're wondering why i waited so long. because.

anyway, i just wanted to plop down into a puddle of tears. this wedding thing has me all emotionally jacked up.

why, why am i even having a minute thought about what richard thinks? can i just take that part of my brain out?

my baby is getting married.