and a one and a two...

last night facebook announced the marriage of richard to his 28 year old girlfriend.

yes, this is how i and his two children found out. never mind that just last month brooke asked richard if he married that (oh., i need a name here don't i? well. we shall call her carin.) carin - in which he said, no.

my counselor calls it the "two" of the "one, two punch"

again, the lies.

i am permanently severing all ties with this man. don't ask me how future weddings and things will go because to day i just don't know.

jake says i need to be really nice to myself this weekend.

does drinking and being curled under the covers count? probably not.

numb.

dance on people.